did i come yet ?

did i come yet ?

did i come to learn

did i come to serve

did i come to earn

my way back into some mythical heaven

where the life of “Good and Plenty” awaits me

did i come to teach

did i come to be taught

the answers to the riddles

my soul sought

and still seeks

or is it my “Mind Stuff” seeking

the answers hidden behind the veil

that clouds my judgment

as i judge

where i should shine my light

a little to the left

in my liberalness

a little to the right

in my obstinateness

yes, my inflexibilities

causes me hardships

and it rips

through my total being

like a storm

and as i for this moment

sit in it’s eye

attempting to blindly see

the impending

in my stupending

way

i write these cryptically reflective lines

from some deep pool of “Self”

but i would rather flow

yet,

i feel a bit damned

and dammed

and i just don’t know

how to let this Soul filled river

run to it’s Ocean .. . NOW !

did i come to complete this cycle

did i come to start anew

did i come to find my “Self”

or did i come to remember you

did i come yet ?

(c) 20 December 2010 : William S. Peters, Sr.